Rhinoplasty to match who I really am in the inside on the outside

Hello everyone I’m Jenny! I’m a mom of 3 and 25 years old, I love making new friends and learning more about life day by day, what I love to do on my spare time, is workout, read, play with my kids, and get closer to god, I am looking into getting rhinoplasty I’ve grown up with insecurities because of my nose I feel beautiful but just my nose does not match me or my personality, growing up my oldest sister would tease me about my nose growing my insecurity more and more, I didn’t feel pretty enough and if I got cheated on I felt I deserved it, I hated to see pretty girls always getting that attention that I felt my nose was ruining for me, thank goodness for some old neighbor’s of mine they introduced me to a wonderful church, where I learned of a unconditional love and I began to see what I didn’t see before, I started living life more tried to be more outgoing and stop being so scared of being judged and teased, especially by other women, why can they be so mean?! Well now that I am getting older it looks like it’s getting droopy my nose looks broken, I’m very confused about it because I seen childhood photos of myself and my nose was just a cute button nose like my daughter’s and I don’t recall or remember breaking my nose other than a accident a car accident where my oldest siste5was learning to drive I was stuck under a folding back seat somehow the whole thing was a blur and I was a child I just remember being so dizzy and sleeping alot but didn’t go to the doctor ,my mom didn’t take me.. anyways here I am a mom of 3 and I want to finally feel good about myself I want to feel the confidence many beautiful women feel, and I want to teach my kids real confidence they deserve to see their mommy finally comfortable in her skin, I contacted a local cosmetic surgen who has great experience and told me this would cost me $7,500 not including medicine anesthetics and other things I do plan on putting in my part of $$$ but I canot afford the actual amount in all honesty, its not easy asking for help for something I been so insecure about and have trouble even talking about, but I want to end all that now,I love meeting new people and making new friends that’s always welcomed to me! Thank you to anyone who took the time to read this and who have donated thank you thank you, you have no idea how much this means to me that you are helping me get closer to a new chapter of my life, you are a part of that difference. yours truely, Jenny