From the age of 7 years old I’ve been extremely insecure about my nose, I was bullied throughout school which has been the most significant knocks to my confidence aside from growing up on the chunkier side. I am now 28 years old and I have never been able to accept my own face. For my whole life I’ve always been happy with every other part of my face… But the fact that my nose is so big, it just doesn’t matter how beautiful you are, if you put my nose on that face it would be ruined. My nose is a nose that would look horrible on anyone.
I have a massive dorsal hump and All of my life I have done everything in my life fearing people viewing me from the side. Standing in lines in stores, riding in cars, pictures. I have never fully been happy to go on a date or confident enough to be intimate or have sex with anyone because I know how offputting my profile is and I know that I can’t freely enjoy myself because I’m only happy with someone ever looking at the front or back of my head. Ive always hated sleeping in a bed next to someone in fear that they will wake up before me and have enough time to see my profile and see how ugly my nose is. It makes me feel masculine and ugly like a witch. I feel absolutely disgusted at pictures people take when I don’t know because anything other than front view. I have been told on a night out that I’d be a decent looking girl if it weren’t for my “beak” by a random man on a night out with my friends, usually the first thing anyone says to me during an arguement wether it be a stranger or an ex partner or family member is “big nose” I’ve been called. I’ve even had my family make jokes throughout my life and no matter how old I got I never was able to accept it and laugh with everyone, I would instantly want to cry because I know it’s not just a joke. And it’s on my face and after 28 years of walking around with it I still can’t get over the hump. I have learned to love many of my flaws, cellulite stretch marks across my stomach from pregnancy being totally flat chested, but I still can not accept my nose. Please help me I am and have always been so desperate of having the nose that really belongs on my face, this one isn’t it. My nose has effected my whole life and it will effect my future too. I’ve always thought about my wedding day and just being so afraid that every natural photo of me will just be so ugly it would ruin the memories and I’m most certain that I won’t enjoy looking back at the ones of me. Most importantly I want this because I have never ever been able to have an intimate relationship based on my real feelings. I am such a loving person and am beautiful on the inside so I love the emotional side of having a partner and as soon as it gets physical from literally kissing all the way up to sex I have anxiety and feel extremely insecure about my nose. I don’t want it to get in my way anymore and I’m desperate. Rhinoplasty here in the uk is between £2000 so my starting goal would be 2000. I’m hoping I can reach my goal as close as possible and anything and everything I can do to make the rest or the money and finally let
Please view the photos attached that I have posted for you to see the difference in my front view and my unwanted side profile. I’ve even made a little comparison on my phone so you can see how much my face will improve having this huge jump removed.
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