Help me go back to get a job, a boyfriend and live in the world again.

Hello, I am 40 years old and I have struggled a loot passed years. I lost my health as I was achieving my carrier living abroad and hade to quit my job and move back to my home country and since then have not been able to get a job back home nor abroad, I tried to study but the health problem stood in the way and made it impossible to focus. I hade in part a hormonal disruption that caused a low estrogen level that made me have, dizziness so bad
I did not walk straight, difficulty breathing, week so that if I did any effort I sleept for 24 h to that the days where about having to urinate every hour and hade pain 20 minutes before and 20 minutes after urinating and off course studying like that is impossible. I did not give up though and kept trying to do my best and failed exam after exam and got my financial funding cut due to it and could not pay my bills and hade to move in with my dad who has hade a stroke the week before. Medics were not finding anything to treat until by pure luck I got a gynecologist who decided to give it a go whit estrogen and overnight my urination problem went away, and they hade tested for everything from infection to cancer and found nothing. I was too young to have estrogen problems so no one thought of looking at estrogen. After that I got estrogen and progesterone testosterone lowering medicine and the effect from all the medicins is horrible. It took about 4 years to recuperate and now passed 2 years I am almost fully restored but the time of illness and extreme financial problems and living whit my dad took a toll on my beauty. I’m still young and I want to find a man and still want to have a family and a carrier and feel that as soon as I look or see a reflection of my face and neck I feel extremely conscious about how I look like and do think its standing in my way. I don’t try for things I don’t go out I don’t dress nice I don’t put makeup on since it only makes the creeses look 10 times wors and I don’t wear dresses or high heels that I love because my legs are also affected. Before the past decade of hell started I looked really good and never hade or spent a single thought on my looks and always felt I look presentable and took care of my self. I want to ask for help to get as much of it back as I can and give my self the years of problems back to re-live so I did not get them stolen away from me. What I ask for is HIFU treatment for face, jawline and neck, laser treatment plasmapen to the deep creases of the neck, forehead, sides of the mouth and corners of the eyes and an eyelift done whit plasma pen treatment and a session of derma pen treatment to follow whit products. I have consulted whit the clinics and they agree that I’m not going to have benefit from an aggressive chemical peel and say hifu, plasmapen and dermapen is the way to go for me they also suggest botox to the forehead and eyes. The botox is not included in the price I ask for due to it being a recurring cost that I will need to pay for later and I do not have that financial possibility, The treatments I ask funding for are permanent and will (to the minimum) reduce the sight of deep creases to a livable level. The treatments will take some time to go through and are in 2 or 3 steps the dermapen is 5 treatment and comes last I have also added one hifu treatment to help get my knees bak also sins they also have gotten droopy and hanging due to the health and tear on the body. I want to do something about the knees so I can wear skirts again and show off my legs. The total price for all of it is 23 876Sek 1927,99 Gdp on Leats deal excluding product costs. I would love a teeth bleaching also and a hair salon appointment but I’m not asking for that.