Help fix my nose

Hi! My name is Erin. I have had a big nose all my life and was relentlessly bullied starting at the age of 5. I took out a loan last year to have my nose fixed but he didn’t do a good job. My nose is still big and now I have a few bumps on it. I’d like to go see Dr. Nassif from the tv series Botched but his revision surgery cost for rhinoplasty is $35,000. You can call and ask them. I don’t trust anyone else to do the revision surgery. I’m terrified I’d wake up worse or with more problems.
I can’t afford this surgery and I can’t afford to take out another loan. I just want a nice nose for once in my life. I can provide pics of my nose also. I also enjoy doing more risque photo shoots and would be happy to share those pics privately with donors