save my life because only surgery can rescue me

i am girl in 20s who was born with almost men face i hated every minute in my life since i ever saw mirror i am living hell in life and now i am homesick since years i got enough bully at school i was always insulted and laughed from i am just waiting god mercy i dont have any fund or income to afford surgery plus in my country there is no cosmetic surgery i have no social life i am totally depressed and anxious my face ruined my life health career everything i never had confidence on myself or self esteem i cried day night i only wished one day i shift this face and i can look in mirror and go out to face people like humans or take pictures and post it online proud
i am in real pain unlimited do help me i need many surgeries t set this face when you see it you ll realize how can girl live with such face save me because if not surgery only death can save me