Help me be the woman that I always known I am

I am a 29 years old transgender woman and I am in desperate need to do my facial feminisation surgery. For example the forehead bone that only men have I can hide it even
With makeup on, And the list go on. But I can’t afford the £20,000 the doctors are asking for not in a million years . And it’s making me depressed and I feel Incomplete. I don’t know what to do or who to ask hence i am here. That’s all.