Help ME get my CONFIDENCE back!!!

Hey, so I’m currently in college and can’t afford plastic surgery on my own. I’m wanting a nose job ,some skin treatments and a breast lift. Ive always have been bustie but after losing weight they’ve gotten smaller. I went from a 36 DDD to a 34 D.As far as my nose job I want to look like a black Barbie doll but nothing too over the top. My overall goal is to become a model and feel good about my self again. I want to be able to be confident and hold my head up high. It will greatly be appreciated for any donations that I get. You will be giving me hope and a brighter future. (Any procedures that I get I will send videos or photos if would like, but for only those who sends me donations first) ,thanks in advance
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paypal.me/chancesare