attacked and now have Huge misshaped nose :(

When I was 18 I was attacked in a night club and had my nose broken and my eyebrow slip open and left unconscious on the floor, it turned out they thought I was someone else and was left with a nose that would stand out for the rest of my life, im now 28 and have struggled with anxiety and really low self confidence and would love to look the way i used too. The doctor’s won’t do the surgery as its for cosmetic reasons even though i have difficulty breathing sometimes. Im a photographer and graphic designer so would be willing to help with that if needed? Thanks for reading about me