Bring back my joyfully eyes

I divorced 4 years ago and after all the pain and financial struggles I watched my face grow sad and tired looking from the stress and crying. I’ve worked very hard as a hairstylist trying to care for my two girls 12 and 8. I give every extra penny I have to make their lives as enjoyable as I can. I was in an abusive relationship and they had to see me in tears too many times. They deserve to see a happy mom. I want to see a happy person but when I look in the mirror all I see is that sad abused person instead of the strong woman that I’ve become. My outer looks don’t match who I am inside. If my eye bags were gone I would see a women who looks rested, renewed and healed. I want my girls to feel happy inside and that only happens when they see thier mom happy. This would allow me to finally look in the mirror at that strong,healthy and healed woman I know I am.
I hope I’ve been able to convey how much this means to me. It’s difficult to express how deeply emotionally trapped I feel behind these eyes you see. I hope you can help. Thank you so much for considering donating.