I am a 22 year old female. I am young, but i feel old. I feel sick. I feel so,so tired.
I am born with features that cannot be hidden or changed by makeup. I have always been self-consious about my under-eye bags. Even as a child, but they only get worse and worse. Darker and darker.
When I was about 16 years old I lost alot of weight due to eating disorders. (I have since then gained all that back) This made my face look so much more tired than before. I have always been struggeling with depression and and anxiety since I was atleast 9 years old. I sleep a maximum of 3 hours a night, If I am lucky.
I take alot of medication that have given me bad skin. I have also developed a disorder called Dermatillomania which means I obsessively pick at my skin, leaving scars all over.
I hate the scars and everything, but since I this last year have been feeling alot better, not being as depressed and working with my anxiety I have been more and more bothered by my eye-bags and my skin in general. I look sick. I look Ill. I look tired. I look depressed. I don´t want to look like this anymore. I want to change my outside as I am trying to change my inside.
But as I have no income to speak of I came here. In hopes of getting help to look healthier and happier, as I want to be.
The operation is 20.000 swedish kronor which is about 2300 dollar. I would really appriciate any help I can get.