it sounds dramatic, but my face is the biggest thing in my life, besides my mental illnesses, holding me back in my life right now. It impacts every aspect of my life, I can’t even make eye contact with people, not even my family. im scared to meet online friends because of how ugly i find myself, i dont have a social life with my real life friends due to how cripplingly insecure i am. it’s become so bad the primary reason i’m trying to get a job is to fund cosmetic surgery. i spend forever looking in the mirror examining my whole facial profile just hating myself. please help.
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